Focus
Wednesday, October 8th, 2008Last night a few of us from our Monkeybutler improv group met. We read from the bible and talked about issues we were dealing with. Some were financial, some were prayer requests, and some were directional.
My struggle is getting my career going. I’ve run out of excuses to wait. I have a new place, I have some $ saved that I can use for acting classes.
Yet every morning I wake up and do things that are counter-productive.
Where has my drive gone? Am I scared? Am I lazy? Have I what it takes?
I am determined. I do want big things, but perhaps my goals are so big that they seem impossible.
The little steps, the smaller goals, the completable things; that is where I must focus.
I keep wanting big behavior changes, but it doesn’t work. Those things are never completed. I’ll instead focus on things I can do & things that actaully lead to my larger goals.
Starting now.